Last night I talked to you. I looked into your eyes and mourned everything we thought we had made together. I told you that I missed you and I told you that you broke me. I cried as much as I could cry. I hid as much as I could hide. I told you I wanted you to be happy, which was true and not. I confronted you with the body that you rejected. I spoke the words I never thought I could. I loved you with every word. I missed you with every sentence. Last night I talked to you. But you were a webcam with no one on the other end. And I was hopeless with no on the other end.